Tis the season...

Maria, great idea. Normally I can rattle off a mile long list of things I am thankful for, but pinpointing one thing of which I am truly thankful took some thinking. I feel like I am at a giant crossroad in life. I don't know whether I should stay in Cincy after I graduate, where I will have a stable job and family supporting me, or if I should move away. It seems like Eric will be going away for his phd in psychology, and I want to be there with him. I think it would be a fun time for us and it would definitely make our relationship stronger. However, I have a hard time leaving my family, my friends, my grandparents, and my little boys. I feel like one of my grandparents will pass away in the next 6 years (I know this sounds grave, but in all reality it will probably happen), which is how long it would take him to get his doctrate, and I am not sure that I want to miss out on time with them. In a sense, Amy, I can almost remotely understand what a tough decision you had to make. Also, I am so proud of you. Anyway, with such big decision ahead of me, I am thankful to have all my family together for this holiday season. I am not sure what it will be like in the future, but I am glad for the sense of security and happiness I feel now.

It's kind of interesting how a post that is supposed to be so cheery and bright can spawn so many dismal thoughts. On a brighter note, I want you to all to have a great Christmas. And, in the spirit of December and Santa, let's also post one magical thing that we wish Santa could bring us (that we know isn't practical)! (P.S. Ignore my terrible grammar, I just painted my nails, and I'm sure it impacts it! : )

I want Santa to bring me a new kitchen/bathroom floor in Erics apartment (which is pretty much where I live now), and I would also like a big plush couch!!!! (I am so sick of a futon. I definitely miss the homeliness of 1806) Oh, and I want Santa to fix my knee so I can run again!

Love you all! Merry Christmas!

MJ